Rooming With My Best Friend - Corey's Meltdown - Part Two

Rooming With My Best Friend – Corey’s Meltdown – Part Two

Waking up the next morning was so weird. Not only was my head a little sore from the drinking but my mind was all over the place too. I still felt like a total douche for leading Charlie on and thinking about cheating again, even though it wasn’t really cheating because Matt and I weren’t together.

Then I started thinking about the porno, about how the two hot guys on screen, who usually got me so worked up, had turned in to me and Matt. It was actually like watching a film that had been taken of one of the times we had made love over the past year. It was surreal.

Maybe even weirder though was how quiet the room was. Colt wasn’t lying in the bed across the room so I couldn’t hear his breathing. When I got up, naked, and wandered toward the bathroom there was no noise there either because Matt and Kris’ bedroom was empty too. I was on my own for the first time this semester and even though I thought I would enjoy that I had never felt more lonely.

I stepped in the shower, still feeling dirty from the night before but as I started to wash my body and clean my cock I started to get hard with thoughts of Matt dancing through my mind and how we would often shower together in a morning, kissing and touching each other.

Again it didn’t take long for me to shoot a huge load into the shower, washing it down the plughole. What I would have given to have the shower door open and Matt to step in and join me. I was really beginning to miss him.

I stepped out of the shower, dried myself off and got dressed straight in to my work clothes. I wasn’t actually due at the Rec Center for another hour or two but I couldn’t just hang around the dorm on my own, it was driving me crazy. I picked up my phone and nearly called Matt time and time again but I kept stopping myself. It was driving me mad.

I needed to do something so I headed out for a quick breakfast and turned up to work early, helping to clean some of the machines and get them ready for the busy day ahead.

Amazingly I was able to totally lose myself in the work and time flew by. At some point in the early afternoon I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned to see Charlie smiling at me. I was really surprised that he even wanted to see me.

“Hey,” he said. “I hope you’re alright after last night.”

“Am I alright? I should be asking you that question. I led you on completely and then knocked you back. I’m surprised you’re even talking to me today,” I said.

“Oh come on, you did nothing wrong. I know how hard and messed up break ups can be. I finished with my high school boyfriend just before coming here and I nearly slept with a guy I had hated at school when we bumped in to each other at a dirty video shore because I was so miserable and desperate. Thankfully I didn’t go through with it,” he chuckled.

I smiled. He was so confident in who he was but he didn’t flaunt his sexuality or anything. I could really see myself growing to like this guy. He would have been a perfect guy to maybe try something with if I didn’t have Matt. Wait… did I even still have Matt?

“Anyway, I still need someone to show me the ropes,” he continued, pulling my thoughts away from my problems. “And since you’re pretty easy on the eye, I’d kind of like it to be you. That is, if you don’t mind.”

“Not at all,” I smiled. “In fact, it would be my pleasure and is the least I can do to make up for being a jerk.”

We shook hands and I took him through another great workout. Two other freshmen saw what was happening and joined in so I gave them some tips too and it seemed as though Charlie might have been making some friends who could become his workout buddies, much like Kris and Colt were for me.

The rest of the afternoon flew by, with me working hard and actually enjoying myself with everything I had to do. I finished up and took a quick shower alongside two of my workmates and we grabbed a bite to eat, which may have actually been a first for us. Usually I just headed back to the dorm and went to eat with Matt. I really enjoyed myself but I still found that I was missing him.

I made my way back to the dorm and was dreading spending the evening alone when I spotted Scott in the hallway talking to someone. When the guy turned around I couldn’t help but smile. It was Juan. It had been so long since I’d seen him and it made me really happy to see a friendly face.

“Hey Juan!” I called, extending my hand as I approached. “Great to see you.”

“You too,” Juan said, shaking my hand and then pulling me in to a hug. “Long time no see. Still working at the Rec, I see,” he said as he pulled away, studying my body.

“Yeah. Is it that obvious?” I asked.

“Just a bit. You don’t get a body like that without working out a lot. See…” he said, slapping his stomach that was a little bigger than the last time I saw him.

“What are you doing here anyway?” I asked.

Juan turned to look at Scott and smiled. “I just came to ask my old roomy here if he’d like to be my best man.”

“What?” I asked, shocked. “You’re getting married?”

“Yep, next month,” he said with the biggest smile I had ever seen on his face.

“Damn… Congratulations!” I said, pulling him in for another hug. “So did you say yes, Scott?”

“What do you fucking think?” Scott replied, beaming.

“Hey, are you two doing anything?” I asked.

They looked at each other.

“We didn’t have anything planned. My girl is with some of her friends tonight, asking them to be bridesmaids I think.” Juan said.

“We were thinking of just hanging out and watching a game or something.” Scott added.

“Yeah? Well do you want to watch it in my room? The other guys are all away for the weekend so I could kind of do with some company.” I said, really hoping they’d say yes.

Scott and Juan looked at each other again. They were like a well trained double act.

“Sure,” they both answered at the same time.

I chuckled and led them into my room, so happy that they had said yes. After how strange it was this morning I really didn’t want to be alone and I didn’t want to be tempted to go out and find someone else like Charlie either, because maybe this time I wouldn’t stop myself.

I grabbed a couple of beers from the fridge and handed them to the guys as we sat down to watch a game, just chatting and catching up on things that had been going on in our life. Juan with his girl and them living together and getting married, Scott with his uncertainties over where his life is going since he didn’t want a relationship but still wanted sex, and then my relationship or lack there of with Matt.

“So what’s the real deal?” Juan asked at half time.

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“Come on, Corey. You didn’t just break up with Matt because he was on your ass about studying, something else must be going on too.” Juan said, looking directly into my eyes.

I wanted to tell them that I had been wondering where things were going with me and Matt ever since I watched him fuck Kris. How I had seen how happy the two of them had been and was wondering if now I was going to be pushed aside, but I knew Kris didn’t want anyone to know he got fucked by Matt so I kept it to myself.

“I guess I just want to see what’s out there. I’m only 19, why settle down now?” I said.

Scott nodded his head but Juan became very serious.

“Look, bro, I’ve been in both situations. I’ve slept around and fucked different girls, hell, when I first came to college and me and Scott were rooming together I fucked his ass a few times too, and it was great. The problem is, as good as all those hook ups felt at the time, shortly afterward I felt empty because I was just ending up alone in my bed again.

“After pretty much every one of those fucks, and that’s what they were, I would end up thinking about how I just wish someone would come along who I could love, who I could truly be with. It was all I really thought about and when I finally met my girl and we hit it off, I was so happy and I’ve never looked back and never even thought of straying.”

“Really?” I asked.

“Really… Look, Corey, everyone wants to fuck around, sleep with as many people as possible and get those notches on their bedpost, but at the end of the day what we really want, what we’re all looking for, is someone we can settle down with and be with. I’ve found that now, and so have you in Matt.”

I nodded at Juan’s words. He was right. Damn, what had I been thinking?

“I know some of you will think I’m crazy for getting married at twenty years old, but I know I’ve found the one. I live with her and I love her more each day. I want to spend the rest of my life with her, marry her and have kids with her. It’s everything to me. I know you can’t do all that with Matt, but don’t you want to be with him?” Juan asked, putting a hand on my shoulder.

Tears formed in my eyes hearing his words but I tried to hold them back. He was so fucking right. I had been such a moron. Matt was the one for me and I wanted to be with him forever. I didn’t need anyone else when I had him by my side, when I could hold him in my arms and fall asleep with him. I love him.

I thanked Juan and gave him a massive hug as the game started again. We watched the game, cheering and shouting at the players when they weren’t performing as well as we wanted them to. We had another couple of beers and had a really great time. I wished I could spend more Saturday evenings like that.

After we all went into the bathroom for a quick joint that Scott had in his pocket, they left to go do their own thing, leaving me alone again. I tried watching some more TV but I just felt lonely, so instead of doing something stupid I decided to get an early night and then hopefully I could sort things out with Matt in the morning or whenever he arrived back.

Lying on my bed, naked, I stroked my soft cock, but no matter how much I touched it, it just wouldn’t get hard. There was too much on my mind. I had been such an idiot blowing up on Matt the way I did over something so fucking stupid as studying. I knew he was right and I needed to work to get good grades. I wanted a good life for us, just like he did.

I couldn’t believe I nearly threw away the best thing that has ever happened to me, my life before I met Matt wasn’t exactly a good one, but the year since had been more than I could have ever hoped for.

Tears started pouring from my eyes at the thought that I might have lost him for good after the way I treated him. What if he was off somewhere laying in the arms of another man he had just made love to? I cried even harder at that thought.

I grabbed my phone and quickly typed in Matt’s number, which I knew off by heart so I could phone him no matter where I was. I had never learnt how to use speed dial and I was kind of happy for that. I went to push the call button but I couldn’t bring myself to actually dial his number. What would I say to him? How could I apologise and make him realise that I meant it?

I tried to call him again but I just couldn’t go through with it. I punched myself on the leg, screaming out as I hurt myself. Just suck it up, Corey. You love him. Call him, he’ll understand.

There was no telling how long I just lay on my bed thinking things over, trying to figure out what to say. The pillow beneath my head was wet from my tears, I had been crying that much. I wiped my eyes and finally hit the call button but the second I heard the first ring, I hung up.

I completely broke down then, sobbing in to the soaking wet pillow, writhing around on the bed, hitting the mattress, trying to get out some of the frustration I was feeling from being such a fool.

I hit the dial button a second time and let it ring again, more than once this time, but before Matt could answer it, if he was going to, I lost my nerve and hung up again. What must he think of me?

Finally I knew I just had to do it and face the consequences. If Matt said he wanted nothing to do with me then I would probably have to move out of the dorm and then who knows where I’d end up with no friends and no boyfriend?

I hit the dial button and held the phone to my ear, praying he would answer. The phone rang four times before I heard the click and knew that Matt had picked it up.

“Matt… please don’t hang up…” I managed to say through my tears.

“Give me a good reason why I shouldn’t,” he said, sounding like he didn’t care about me. I cried even harder then, scared of what he might say next.

I couldn’t speak for a few seconds, my entire body was trembling. Finally I managed to say “I need you Matt.  This… this is no joke… I need you now!”

I had never said truer words in my life. I felt like I was having some kind of panic attack or like I was lying on my bed in the middle of an earthquake because my body was shaking so much. I was terrified.

“Stay calm, Corey,” he said, the edge in his voice gone. I needed him here with me, in my arms. I cried harder. “Just calm down…”

“Please Matt… I need you now. I’m scared.”

We talked for a minute or two, my body didn’t stop shaking and I was covered in gooseflesh. I felt cold. I could tell by Matt’s voice that he was concerned and could probably hear me crying but he was trying to get me to calm down over the phone. It wouldn’t work. I needed him with me.

“Corey, I’ll be there in the morning…” he said.

NO! My chest heaved and I felt like I was about to be sick. My eyes were sore with the tear flowing from them and I could hardly see. “I have to see you as soon as possible. I fucked up!”

“I’m on my way,” he said.

I felt a little better just hearing that but I knew I wouldn’t stop crying until I held him in my arms.

“Matt, please stay on the phone with me… please!  I need to hear your voice,” I cried, curled up on my bed, cradling knees to my chest.

“Let me get my things and tell Mom.  I can’t do that talking to you. I’ll call right back when I’m in the car and on my way…” he said.

I didn’t want him to stop talking to me. I needed to hear his voice. The tears wouldn’t stop flowing.

“I love you Matt.  This will never ever happen again.  I promise.  Call me just as soon as you’re in your car.”

He said a quick goodbye and hung up. My heart dropped when I heard his phone click off and I cried even harder. What if he was just saying that? What if he wasn’t coming? What would I do?

A few minutes later my phone rang and I jumped to answer it, needing to hear his voice.

“I’m leaving now.” Matt said.

I smiled through the tears, “You’re the best. I… I don’t deserve you… Matt.  I’m a damn fool…”

We talked for a while then, almost like nothing had happened. My crying calmed down a little but the tears never stopped flowing. He asked me about my day and I told him about spending time with Scott and Juan, I think he knew I’d been drinking, but it was nothing like the previous nights.

After a while he said he needed to concentrate on driving so we agreed to hang up since I could hear that he was in the car and was satisfied that he was on his way.

I managed to pull myself up from my bed, throw on a pair of shorts, not knowing what was coming, and stumble out to the living area. I lay down on the sofa bed, staring at the door, waiting for him to come in, but at some point exhaustion took over my body and I went to sleep.

The next thing I knew the door to the room was being flung open, startling me from my sleep. It was Matt! I had never been so happy to see someone in my entire life. I jumped up and ran to him, kissing him with as much love as I had in my body.

When I broke the kiss I sank down to my knees, feeling as though I needed to apologise to the man I love and beg him for his forgiveness.

“I know you said you forgive me but I have to do this.  Please forgive me, Matt.  I was a complete fool and total idiot.” I said, the tears beginning to flow again.

“I’m glad it’s over,” Matt said, pulling me to my feet and moving us to the sofa bed to lie down.

“Me too,” I said, so happy to have Matt so close to me again. “The worst five days of my life.  I knew last night how crazy I was.  I said I wanted us to see other people and started thinking through a short list of guys I thought I would like to date.  One by one I marked them off in my head with tears running down my face.  There’s only one guy for me ever in my life. Today, I tried a hundred times to call you but couldn’t. It was Scott and Juan who said I better do it before it was too late.  Tomorrow… or should I say today, I’m getting a leash. I need direction in life but was too fucking hard headed to listen to you.”

“Corey, I was only trying to help…”

“I realize that now and worse Kris and Colt took it without any problem. Here I should have been the one thanking you instead I fucking blew my lid for no reason other than I thought I wanted us to split up.  Then I had to throw Kris and you in your face to justify why I wanted out.”

“Stop, Corey.  You wanted out?” he asked in shock.

I was still sleepy as the tears kept rising in my eyes. “Yes I did.  I see the others playing around again like I did last year.  I was stupid in thinking how great that would be.  I started drinking and thinking about everything that went into finding someone and getting to the point I was. The grass isn’t greener on the other side either.  It’s brown.”

“Corey, did you fuck around on me?  I want the truth.”

“No Matt, I didn’t.” I said, thinking about how close I came. “There’s no way I was going to do that to you again. I see all the hurt it causes. I wanted to break up so I could but there’s no one else or will there ever be anyone else for me. Matt Raymond is my life, my boyfriend and will be my lover and partner until I die or you say we’re done.”

“Next time just tell me you wanna break up. It’ll be hard…” My heart almost stopped hearing those words come out of his mouth.

“There won’t be a next time. The next time, you and I are leaving and going for a long walk where we can discuss our, or should I say, my problems.  We won’t stop until it is solved.  I can’t see myself ever without you in my life. From the day I saw you letting the water run for no telling how long, I knew you were my guy forever.  I’ve fucked up twice thinking I could find someone better.”

Matt smiled at me and I felt a wave of warmth rush through me.

“I only consider it once. This time we had a disagreement for a while but now we’re together. It happens in relationships. I want you to know I was extremely hurt by your actions but nothing like before. As you can see I drove three hours in the middle of the night to be with you.  If I didn’t still love you so much, it would have never happened.”

I smiled again, so happy to know he still loved me. “I’m so grateful. Once again, you’ve proven to be the best guy on the planet.”

“Now let’s get some sleep,” he yawned, cuddling up to me.

“Without really making up?” I asked, shocked that he wouldn’t want to confirm us getting back together by fucking me in to next week.

“Corey I could fuck you the rest of the night without any problem.  However we’ll prove we’re in this for more than sex.” He said with a smile, pulling me even closer to him.

“Matt, for the next week, I want you to withhold on me as my punishment.  I don’t deserve for you to make love to me.” I said, believing every word I said.

Matt smiled and kissed me with love and passion, “It would be punishment to me as well.  Now, just hold me as we fall asleep.”

“No, you hold me and never let go.” I said, pulling his arms around me, not wanting him to ever let me go again. I wanted to be with him forever.

We cuddled tightly in to each other and fell asleep.

The next thing I heard was the door opening with Colt’s voice shouting, “Holy shit!”

“Thank goodness y’all are together!” Kris said.

Matt and I woke and sat up. Kris and Colt put their bags down and sat on the sofa bed with us. They listened quietly as I tried to explain everything that had been going through my head.

“Seriously Corey, you wanted to break up with Matt and were looking for a way out?” Kris asked.

“I’m a fucking dumbass,” I laughed, knowing how true those words were. “As I said, I see all the options out there and think there is something better but there ain’t anything better. Worse, I knew I was loved and would devastate Matt but I wanted something different.”

“That’s happened to me,” Colt said. “You think you can find better things. Your ass is lucky Matt still loved you. My question is how on earth did you fuck in your shorts?”

Matt laughed and hugged me again, “We didn’t.  He told you I got here after 3…”

“Withholding that big dick from him, huh?” Kris laughed.

“No, it was our way of showing we’re in love with each other and not the sex we’re having…” Matt smiled.

“You always said it was an extension of love,” Kris commented.

“It’s okay by me. I didn’t deserve to be fucked last night,” I said. “That wasn’t my reason for wanting him.  I realized he is my life and will always be my life.”

“Well… I’m glad the war is over and we have peace around now,” Kris said, standing up. “Bout fucking time you came to your senses, too. Now, I think I heard you say Juan…”

“He was here seeing Scott and checking things out,” I said.

“How was he?” Matt asked.

“He was fine and seemed pretty happy but had put on a few pounds,” I said with a smile, remembering how he had patted his stomach.

“Is he still living with that girl?” Colt asked.

“Oh yeah, I think he came to ask Scott to be his best man.  He’s getting married next month,” I replied.

“Why? He should keep living with her,” Colt said. 

“I guess they wanted a real commitment,” Matt said, looking at me.

“I’ll say it right now. I’m fucking living with someone for at least a year before that ring goes on our hand,” Kris said.

“I’m with ya there,” Colt said. “The rough part will be over after a year.”

“Corey and I practically live together and it’s still rough…” Matt chuckled.

“Hell yeah it is. One of us gets something other than a fat fucking dick up their ass and goes wild,” I said.

“Nice way to put it there, Corey,” Colt laughed along with the other two. “I’ll remember that the next time you’re like this.”

“If I can help it, there won’t be a next time. The only thing that will be up my ass is Matt’s dick,” I said, laughing as well.

“Well… if I were you, I’d carry him to that room and not come out until your ass is so sore you can’t walk,” Kris said.

“Oh, would you?” Colt smirked, looking at Kris and jabbing him with an elbow.

Matt looked at me with a grin on his face, “I could go for that.”

“Let’s go then. I’ll see you two after Matt fucks the shit out of me…” I smiled.

“No makes hot sweet love to you,” Matt corrected me.

I grabbed hold of my beautiful boyfriend and lifted him up, carrying him to his room. I lay him down on the bed, wanting to run my hands, lips and tongue all over his amazing body. I started to kiss him all over but stopped. “Let’s shower so we’ll be fresh.”

We played around a little in the shower but neither of us wanted to fuck there so we did what we had to do and stepped out to dry off. We went back to the bedroom and almost as soon as we were inside the door I dropped to my knees and started worshipping the most beautiful cock I had ever seen. When Matt was hard, all eight inches of his big dick throbbing, there was nothing better in the world to me.

I loved how it felt in my mouth. It was so hard and yet so soft at the same time. Wrapping my lips around it I took as much of it in my mouth as I could, running my tongue up and down the shaft and the lapping at the head, circling it and probing the slit for Matt’s sweet nectar.

As I continued to work his hot cock Matt moved his hands to my head, but he didn’t try to fuck my face, he might even have been holding himself up from the pleasure, which I had to do by holding on to his hot ass.

Kris walked in the door and sat down his things while I was sucking on Matt’s cock but I didn’t care. As far as I was concerned he could watch me work my boyfriend’s beautiful cock because it was me who was going to get fucked by it, not Kris.

I had never felt such pleasure giving a blow job in my life and I wanted this one to last as long as possible, doing my best to work Matt to the point where he was about to blow before pulling back.

When I finally had him on edge he pulled back and it was his turn to suck my thick dick, which was throbbing so hard it almost hurt. I couldn’t take his amazing mouth on me for long before I was begging him to fuck me. I needed him inside me so bad I could almost cry if I didn’t get it.

Matt had different ideas though, moving so he could rim me to get me ready for his big dick. His tongue felt so good on my ass and I was finding it hard to breath. All I could do was moan in approval, wanting nothing more than for him to plunge that big beautiful dick inside me and fuck me until I couldn’t take any more.

I let him rim me for another minute or two but then I just couldn’t take it any more. I needed him to fuck me. I grabbed the lube and tossed it to him. I was more ready for this fuck than any other ever in my life.

Matt lubed up his big cock and then used his fingers to lube up my ass. My entire body shivered feeling him touch me. When I was ready he pushed my thick muscular legs on to his shoulders and sank his massive dick into my depths.

“OOO fuck yes!” I cried out “Welcome home big dick!”

“It loves how warm it is inside,” Matt smiled and leaned down for the most amazing kiss.

Matt pushed my legs forward and started to fuck me when the door opened again. For the second time Kris had walked in on us but I didn’t care. Matt was kissing me and fucking me and that was all that mattered in the world.

“That’s how to fucking make up right there,” Kris stated.

Matt was still kissing me and fucking my ass slowly, but he still managed to point to the door. Kris laughed and started to leave the room. 

“OOO Matt… yes,” I moaned when he pulled back from the kiss, his dick thrusting deep inside me. “Let his ass watch us make love and see if I care.”

“I care though, he’s seen it before,” Matt said, kissing me again.

He continued to slowly move in and out of my ass, fucking me softly, deeply, making me feel every inch of his cock, letting me know that my ass belongs to him. Our eyes stayed glued to each other with the occasional tongue filled kiss that sent shivers through my body. 

“I wanna ride you,” I said, suddenly having the urge to be in charge so I could show him how much I loved him.

Matt pulled out of me slowly and lay down on the bed. I reached down and grabbed his dick, giving it a few strokes as I straddled him and lowered my ass down on his cock. It sunk right back inside. It was like his dick was meant for my ass. I smiled, feeling better than I ever had and slowly started riding Matt’s cock with his hands rubbing my muscular chest.

“OOO fuck yea!” I screamed, loving the feeling of his big dick as it plunged deep inside me and then pulled back out before being driven in deep again.

“Feels so good,” Matt moaned, his eyes glued to the spot where his cock was disappearing up my ass. 

I continued to ride his hard cock when Matt moved his hand and wrapped it around my thick dick. We got into a great rhythm with Matt stroking my cock and taking over the thrusting, so he was humping up hard in to my ass as I sat down, burying his whole cock inside me.

It was so intense. I felt nothing but love, my body glistening with sweat, I even felt it running down my face as the sound of our skin slapping together filled the room. 

It all became too much for me. “Fuck!” I yelled as my body tensed up. Shot after shot erupted from my cock so hard it felt like my cock might actually explode.

I fired out a shot that hit Matt’s cheek with another hitting his chin. He kept stroking my cock until he had milked every last drop of cum from my cock.

I slowly lifted myself up, causing Matt’s still hard dick to fall from my ass. I leaned down and took his dick in my mouth loving the fact that it had just been inside me, making love to me. 

“OOO shit yeah!” Matt groaned, shooting a huge load down my throat. 

I kept stroking his cock while he was cumming, drinking down his load, wanting more. I could never get enough of him and would be happy to eat nothing else but his spunk every day for the rest of my life.

After I could get no more cum from his cock I moved and lay down next to him. We were both trying to catch our breath, enjoying the feeling of love that filled the room as we came down from our orgasms.

“You never disappoint and always deliver,” I said, running my hand over his chest. I was so happy to have him back.

“I do because I love you and the act,” he said.

I had to shut my eyes tightly, trying to hold back the tears but it was no use and they started leaking out. I was so happy.

Matt used his index finger to wipe away some of my tears as I whimpered, “I don’t deserve you, Matt. These are tears of joy that you weren’t as stubborn and as stupid as I was.”

“It’s all because I love you,” he said, still wiping away my tears.

I was so lucky to be back in the arms of the man I love and I would NEVER let anything come between us again.

THE END.