Rooming With My Best Friend - Decisions - No - Choose Your Own Story - 19



No



“No,” Kris answered.

“What?” Colt asked surprised.

“I’m not okay with that, Colt. I’m fucking sick of denying how I feel about you. I’m tired of pretending that we’re just friends and nothing else. Matt is my friend, my best friend, but we don’t fuck.”

“You have done,” Colt quickly said.

“Yeah, twice in the entire time we’ve known each other. The first time because I was curious about what it would feel like and the second time because we were both horny as fuck. We don’t make a habit of it.”

“Neither do we,” Colt protested.

“Oh give me a fucking break, Colt. How many times have we fucked each other over the past year? How many times do we keep coming back for more?”

“What are you saying, Kris?”

“There has to be a reason we keep having sex.”

“It’s just convenient,” Colt replied.

“Do you honestly believe that?”

“I don’t know.”

“It’s not just since we shared a bedroom, Colt, it goes back way before that, before we were together every night. Matt and I shared a room for three semesters and we never had sex on a night, we rarely fooled around at all. It’s totally different with us.”

“But Matt had Corey, I’m sure that held you back.”

“You have Andrea. I have Megan. They should be just as much of a reason for us to hold back as Corey is for Matt or me. We’re in relationships, Colt, and yet we cheat on every girl we get with by fucking each other.”

“So what? You think us saying we’re best friends who enjoy fucking each other is a load of bullshit and there’s more to it than that?”

“Yes!” Kris exclaimed.

“Okay, say there is, what do we do about it?”

“I don’t know, but we need to do something,” Kris sighed.

“Like what?”

“I don’t know. Maybe we should ask Matt and Corey if Corey can move back in with you and I can move in with Matt again.”

“So the temptation is gone, you mean?”

“The temptation may never go away, Colt, but we’ll have a lot less opportunity to give in to it.”

“So this is how it has to be?” Colt asked.

“I can’t keep doing this, Colt. I think I’m fine being bi and having Megan and still getting to sleep with you, but every time we have sex I keep feeling a stronger and stronger pull toward you and I start to feel less and less for her.”

“Then it’s not just sex anymore?”

“It was never just sex with you. Okay, maybe the first time we fucked on Spring Break it was just sex, but every time we fucked after that there was meaning behind what we were doing and it was that much more special because I was doing it with you.”

“Don’t say that, Kris.”

“Why not? It’s the truth. And I know you feel the same way.”

“How do you know?”

“Because I’ve seen you when you’ve fucked other guys, when you’ve let them fuck you, and it’s only ever been sex to you. Our little orgy for your birthday when Scott fucked you after I did, and then on Spring Break this year when we were with Brennan and Garrett, they were just sex, weren’t they? What about Scott at New Years in Vegas or when Matt fucked you?”

“What are you trying to get out of me, Kris?”

“That we don’t just fuck, Colt. Not anymore. It’s not just about getting off and feeling good like it is with others. Sure, it may start off like that, but we make love. We hold each other and kiss each other and it just feels so fucking right.”

“So what are you saying, Kris? What do you want me to? do”

“Break up with Andrea.”

“What?!” Colt said, his eyes wide with shock.

“And I’ll break up with Megan.”

“You’re serious, aren’t you?” Colt asked.

“Yes,” Kris said, staring straight at Colt.

“Fuck…” Colt breathed.

“We’re attracted to each other, Colt. We have feelings for each other and we want each other. Why deny it?”

“We don’t deny it!”

“Yeah, but we’re not truthful about it, are we?”

“Kris… Are you saying what I think you are?”

“Let’s ditch the girls, Colt. Let’s stop lying to ourselves and just admit that we love each other.”

“Fuck!” Colt said turning away.

“Look me in the eye and tell me you don’t want it,” Kris said. “Turn around and tell me straight to my face that as good as we are as friends you don’t think we’d be ever better as lovers.”

Colt stood with his back toward Kris, not saying a word.

“Colt?” Kris whispered.

“I can’t…” Colt finally replied.

“You can’t tell me that you don’t want me?”

Colt spun around, “Why are you doing this to me?”

“Because I love you,” Kris said, stepping up to look in Colt’s eyes. “And I want to be with you, as your boyfriend.”

“Fuck, Kris. I don’t think I’m ready for this.”

“Well I am, so it’s time to make a decision ‘cause I can’t keep going on like this.”

“You’re actually saying that you want us to be boyfriends, for real, in a proper gay relationship?” Colt asked.

“Yes,” Kris said, nodding to confirm it.

“Shit, man…” Colt sighed, closing his eyes and throwing his head back.

“I need to know, Colt.”

“Know what?” Colt said lowering his head to look at Kris.

“If there’s any chance of us being together, because if not, I can’t have sex with you again. I fall in love with you a little bit more every time we fuck each other.”

“Kris, please don’t do this. It will change everything.”

“I know, but it’s better we get this out of the way sooner rather than us having to go through it all later on.”

“You’re going to make me choose?” Colt asked.

“Yes. It’s the only way,” Kris said.

“So what are my options?”

“Guys or girls?” Kris said.

“And what’s that supposed to mean?”

“Which do you like more?”

“I’m bi, Kris, you should understand that. I like both.”

“Okay, then I guess I need to be more clear.”

“Me or Andrea?”




Who does Colt choose? You decide.



If you want Colt to choose Kris, click here: Guys (Chapter 24)



If you want Colt to choose Andrea, click here: Girls (Chapter 25)




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