Rooming With My Best Friend - Decisions - No - Choose Your Own Story - 19
No
“No,”
Kris answered.
“What?”
Colt asked surprised.
“I’m
not okay with that, Colt. I’m fucking sick of denying how I feel about you. I’m
tired of pretending that we’re just friends and nothing else. Matt is my friend,
my best friend, but we don’t fuck.”
“You
have done,” Colt quickly said.
“Yeah,
twice in the entire time we’ve known each other. The first time because I was
curious about what it would feel like and the second time because we were both
horny as fuck. We don’t make a habit of it.”
“Neither
do we,” Colt protested.
“Oh
give me a fucking break, Colt. How many times have we fucked each other over
the past year? How many times do we keep coming back for more?”
“What
are you saying, Kris?”
“There
has to be a reason we keep having sex.”
“It’s
just convenient,” Colt replied.
“Do
you honestly believe that?”
“I
don’t know.”
“It’s
not just since we shared a bedroom, Colt, it goes back way before that, before
we were together every night. Matt and I shared a room for three semesters and
we never had sex on a night, we rarely fooled around at all. It’s totally
different with us.”
“But
Matt had Corey, I’m sure that held you back.”
“You
have Andrea. I have Megan. They should be just as much of a reason for us to
hold back as Corey is for Matt or me. We’re in relationships, Colt, and yet we
cheat on every girl we get with by fucking each other.”
“So
what? You think us saying we’re best friends who enjoy fucking each other is a
load of bullshit and there’s more to it than that?”
“Yes!”
Kris exclaimed.
“Okay,
say there is, what do we do about it?”
“I
don’t know, but we need to do something,” Kris sighed.
“Like
what?”
“I
don’t know. Maybe we should ask Matt and Corey if Corey can move back in with
you and I can move in with Matt again.”
“So
the temptation is gone, you mean?”
“The
temptation may never go away, Colt, but we’ll have a lot less opportunity to
give in to it.”
“So
this is how it has to be?” Colt asked.
“I
can’t keep doing this, Colt. I think I’m fine being bi and having Megan and
still getting to sleep with you, but every time we have sex I keep feeling a
stronger and stronger pull toward you and I start to feel less and less for
her.”
“Then
it’s not just sex anymore?”
“It
was never just sex with you. Okay, maybe the first time we fucked on Spring
Break it was just sex, but every time we fucked after that there was meaning
behind what we were doing and it was that much more special because I was doing
it with you.”
“Don’t
say that, Kris.”
“Why
not? It’s the truth. And I know you feel the same way.”
“How
do you know?”
“Because
I’ve seen you when you’ve fucked other guys, when you’ve let them fuck you, and
it’s only ever been sex to you. Our little orgy for your birthday when Scott
fucked you after I did, and then on Spring Break this year when we were with
Brennan and Garrett, they were just sex, weren’t they? What about Scott at New
Years in Vegas or when Matt fucked you?”
“What
are you trying to get out of me, Kris?”
“That
we don’t just fuck, Colt. Not anymore. It’s not just about getting off and
feeling good like it is with others. Sure, it may start off like that, but we
make love. We hold each other and kiss each other and it just feels so fucking
right.”
“So
what are you saying, Kris? What do you want me to? do”
“Break
up with Andrea.”
“What?!”
Colt said, his eyes wide with shock.
“And
I’ll break up with Megan.”
“You’re
serious, aren’t you?” Colt asked.
“Yes,”
Kris said, staring straight at Colt.
“Fuck…”
Colt breathed.
“We’re
attracted to each other, Colt. We have feelings for each other and we want each
other. Why deny it?”
“We
don’t deny it!”
“Yeah,
but we’re not truthful about it, are we?”
“Kris…
Are you saying what I think you are?”
“Let’s
ditch the girls, Colt. Let’s stop lying to ourselves and just admit that we
love each other.”
“Fuck!”
Colt said turning away.
“Look
me in the eye and tell me you don’t want it,” Kris said. “Turn around and tell
me straight to my face that as good as we are as friends you don’t think we’d
be ever better as lovers.”
Colt
stood with his back toward Kris, not saying a word.
“Colt?”
Kris whispered.
“I
can’t…” Colt finally replied.
“You
can’t tell me that you don’t want me?”
Colt
spun around, “Why are you doing this to me?”
“Because
I love you,” Kris said, stepping up to look in Colt’s eyes. “And I want to be
with you, as your boyfriend.”
“Fuck,
Kris. I don’t think I’m ready for this.”
“Well
I am, so it’s time to make a decision ‘cause I can’t keep going on like this.”
“You’re
actually saying that you want us to be boyfriends, for real, in a proper gay
relationship?” Colt asked.
“Yes,”
Kris said, nodding to confirm it.
“Shit,
man…” Colt sighed, closing his eyes and throwing his head back.
“I
need to know, Colt.”
“Know
what?” Colt said lowering his head to look at Kris.
“If
there’s any chance of us being together, because if not, I can’t have sex with
you again. I fall in love with you a little bit more every time we fuck each
other.”
“Kris,
please don’t do this. It will change everything.”
“I
know, but it’s better we get this out of the way sooner rather than us having
to go through it all later on.”
“You’re
going to make me choose?” Colt asked.
“Yes.
It’s the only way,” Kris said.
“So
what are my options?”
“Guys
or girls?” Kris said.
“And
what’s that supposed to mean?”
“Which
do you like more?”
“I’m
bi, Kris, you should understand that. I like both.”
“Okay,
then I guess I need to be more clear.”
“Me
or Andrea?”
Who
does Colt choose? You decide.
If
you want Colt to choose Kris, click here: Guys (Chapter 24)
If
you want Colt to choose Andrea, click here: Girls (Chapter 25)
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