Rooming With My Best Friend - Decisions - Bi - Choose Your Own Story - 15
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“I
want things to be just like they are,” Colt said. “I don’t want anything to
change, at least not now. I love my life. I get Andrea as my gorgeous
girlfriend and I get you as my hot best friend.”
“Best
of both worlds, hey?” Kris said.
“Yeah.
Why do we need to complicate things by backing ourselves into a corner and
making us define our sexuality? I’m completely honest with Andrea and I tell
her that we’ve fooled around any time we do. She’s fine with it. We don’t make
a habit of it and we only do it when it feels right, like it did last night.”
“I
guess you’re right, bro,” Kris said, but he sounded distant.
“You
don’t sound so sure there,” Colt replied. “What are you thinking about?”
“I’m
thinking about us, Colt.”
“What
about us?”
“You
said before that you thought we could actually be together. I never thought I’d
hear you say that.”
“Why
are you saying this now? I said that ages ago.”
“I
know, and I tried to forget that you said it, but I can’t. Can we be together?”
“Kris,
don’t do this to me,” Colt said, warily.
“I’m
sorry, but I need to know.”
“Why?
Do you want to be with me now?”
“I
don’t know!” Kris exclaimed. “Fuck! I never thought I’d even have these
feelings for a guy, but I can’t help wondering if we’re making a mistake.”
“What
kind of mistake?”
“By
not seeing if we can have what Matt and Corey have.”
Colt
was silent for a moment, staring at Kris, slightly stunned. “Are you saying you
want to see if we can be together as boyfriends?”
“I’m
not sure what I’m saying,” Kris sighed. “I don’t think I’m gay because, like
you, I still like women and could so easily be with one.”
“But?”
“I’ve
never felt a connection with anyone the way I do with you. When we’re in bed
together I feel closer to you than I ever have to anyone. Is that love?” Kris
asked.
Colt
studied him. “I don’t know. Only you can answer that.”
“Shit!”
Kris screamed. “I thought I had all this sorted out in my mind. I was fine with
our arrangement, but every time we go to bed together I just get all confused
again.”
“Do
we need to stop like I said? You just told me the decision was up to me and I
said I was happy to keep seeing Andrea while we still have sex when we’re both
in the mood. But now all of a sudden you want something different?”
“I
don’t know what I want anymore, Colt. My head is all over the fucking place.”
“Okay,
then let me ask you this, Kris… think about how things have been between us
over the past year. Think about all the fun we’ve had together, as best friends,
roommates even. Think about all the amazing sex we’ve had, with each other and
with other people. Why do we need to change that by making our relationship in
to more than it already is? Why do we need to attach labels to what’s going on
between us?”
“Isn’t
it what’s expected of us?” Kris asked.
“Expected
of us? By who?” Colt exclaimed.
“Everyone.
Society. Our friends. Our family.”
“Fuck
them!” Colt shouted. “This is about no one but me and you. You asked me a
question and I answered it truthfully, so now it’s time you return the favour.”
“Okay…”
Kris said.
“I
want to carry on just like we’ve been doing. I want Andrea as my girlfriend and
you as my best friend with benefits, as much as I hate that expression.”
“So
what’s your question?”
“Are
you okay with us keeping our girls and still fucking each other?”
What
is Kris’ answer? You decide.
If
you want Kris to agree, click here: Yes (Chapter 18)
If
you want Kris to disagree, click here: No (Chapter 19)
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